Tag Archives: Manifest Monday

{10.17.12}

OK.  Despite the fact that this morning I sent a series of extremely irritated text messages to G. as a response to a comment about split pea soup being used as vomit in the exorcist, I think I’m back to normal.  I blame the whole severe support for pea soup on the fact that it was 8:30 am and I hadn’t had my coffee yet.  Why people put up with me before I’m caffeinated, I don’t know.

I managed to pull myself out of my midterm slump enough to write my Physics exam with poise and confidence (?) & I’m not going to lie to you guys, I kicked it’s sorry little ass. I still have some papers due, but for the most part, those have never bothered me.  I was in good enough shape last night to sit down for TV Tuesdays and solely concern myself with whether or not Zoe Hart should just go for George Tucker already or if she should start sleeping with Wade again.  It was really intense up in here, let me assure you. When Lemon Breeland took off that embroidered cardigan and showed off her strapless red number, I was all “ooooooooooooh, girl, mmm!”

This is all good news, but the really good news is that I can start paying attention to my life again.  But before all that, a two week late thank you to the Universe, for:

Sit down dinners with friends over comfort food like ham & potatoes, the introduction of gummy fangs to the 5 cent aisle at 7-11, and receiving a delicious &  seasonally appropriate present via International Express mail from fellow blogger, Jason.  Getting Nutella samples in the mail, science study buddies, emailing NASA, knowing people who know people, flannel sheets & his bed, creating birthday lists & chamomile tea.  Lavender baths in the early afternoon, watching movies in lecture, re-reading a Midsummer Nights Dream and laughing out loud & pets that take care of themselves (thanks, Goldfish.) Skeleton lanterns, giant taco salads for dinner, & an incredible free fall from 128,000 feet above the earth surface.  How fucking incredible was that?

This week, I will not get upset about soup.  I WILL, on the other hand, get upset if NASA doesn’t email me back.

xo & yw & Follow me on instagram, people! @byAndriaParker

{10.09.12}

Oh, Thanksgiving.  You always have been one of my favorite weekends.  To all my American readers out there, I know… we’re early…it’s a Canada thing – but to everyone else, I hope you’re as bogged down with turkey as I am.  & I hope that at least once you had an entire pumpkin pie to yourself for dinner.  If not, there’s still time, so what are you waiting for?

For me Thanksgiving has always been about the little things.  You know, avoiding all responsibilities, letting yourself eat as much as you can, laughing loudly and burning at least one main dish (this year: parsnips).  It’s about family & your closest friends.  It’s about those you love, have loved and will love.  And it’s about letting them all know it.  Because what bigger thing in the world could we possibly be thankful for?

As I sit here now, pulling my hair out over a to-do list that I have yet to accomplish anything on, I feel alright knowing that I let everything slide to have the weekend that I did.

This week I am thankful for:

Butter rum tea, Mom’s decision to buy a floor-bed couch for my visits home, Salmon Fishing in the Yemen, all the seasons of Charmed being on Netflix, continuing to write my to-do lists on Halloween paper, taking self-portraits on fat days, bowls of candy corn, finding a paper doll cut out of Ryan Gosling, seeing how many countries my entire family can name (we were shy about 42…Damn you Republic of Chad!), talking the night away, dancing like fools, autumn days on empty highways, nursing the results of too much good time with a 9am cheeseburger, pumpkin vases, day dates, smelly markers, afternoon chaise naps & hugs from Dad.

This week, I’ll accomplish everything I have to without going overboard.  I’ll say no when I need to say no and I’ll spend some time outdoors every day.  I’ll happily be a hermit, wake up at 7am and think carefully about what’s holding me back.

xo & yw

{09.24.12}

“Our lances are but swords” says Kate, near the end of the Taming of the Shrew. Shrew be tamed or Shrew be ironic, the message holds true for a number of us.  Protection – from anything wild and out of the grasp of our hands. Yet, still, weakened by the knowledge that our choices could be the wrong ones.  It is a fight we join every day – with our swords as strong as sticks.

As is always the case in September, my priorities go to and fro between all of my interests and passions like a pinball.  School first, because as new desires tug at me a 92% average is the goal.  Creative endeavors, relationships, solitary – these things have wiggle room within the same percentile.

Rest is imperative, as is positivity and drive. Oh, & Vitamin C.

This week, I am thankful for:

Mysterious Irish professors who appear every time a good song comes on, every time I’m cold at the bus stop & always right after I exit the Science building.  Phone calls with Dad.  Boy sweaters – stolen.  Pay cheques that are 100$ more than I was expecting.  Skull ice cube trays.  Halloween notebooks.  Air poppers (WAY better than waiting for popcorn to pop on the stove!) Using incense to mask the weird dead smell in my hallway – making it in turn smell like a lair.  Girls more awkward than myself.  Learning how to hustle, courtesy of waking up with Young Buck stuck in my head.  Old school John Mayer in the bathtub.  Date night.  Clean bed sheets.  Cleaner bed sheets.  Every day clean bed sheets. Tolkien.  Learning new languages.  Stealing boys jewelry.  Dressing up like Porn Stars on a Wednesday. Taking the walls down & putting them back up immediately & three month old blonde cocker spaniel puppies named Sophie that are just so precious I cried tears. Onto her fur.  Out of sheer lovableness overload.

Manifestation:

This week (is half over).  But I’ll write my to-do list on Halloween paper and read Stephen King late at night while my skull candle burns and eat a Pumpkin Pie blizzard from McDonalds (because how can you not try one).  I’ll drink my Pumpkin Spiced lattes in the car with my Mama and stop at my favorite cornstand in the Okanagan.  I’ll drink wine with my Aunty, eat over priced steak, hot tub until the moon darts to the other end of the sky, and I’ll write an essay titled “Where do people keep bad memories?”  I will create.  Slice, dice and paste.  & I will sleep.  Dear universe and all that is glittery and magnificent will I ever sleep.